I swear, people make such a big deal out of something so little. Things get so out of hand that there’s almost no way in fixing it. He changed? Get over it. She changed? Get over it. They don’t want you two to be together? Get the fuck over it. Things like this are BOUND to happen. It’s inevitable. The situation always worsens when you handle it the wrong way. I honestly see no point in having so much shit going on when there’s barely less than a month of school left. Really? You wanna end your year like that? Just let go of everything you think and feel that isn’t important. This is YOUR life, live it the way YOU want it to. Don’t let one person or a group of people fuck it up for you. Stand firm and proud with your head held up high. Live your life with no regrets, grudges, and lingering feelings. One life is all you’re given.
"Things change, people leave. And, life doesn’t stop for anybody."
is not being able to do whatever you want. My definition of single is just learning to be free. To be independent and make your own choices. To learn from your mistakes, so you won’t make the same ones. To embark new experiences. And to enjoy life.
I love it when you first meet someone cute and your eyes lock. You try to look away, but you seem to lock eyes again. You seem to keep locking eyes and finally, he gives you that cute little smile and you two just keep smiling! Then you two have to exchange names and start talking. He makes you laugh and he puts his arms around your shoulder in a friendly way, and you are just happy. Great, great first impression!
You make me happy, regardless of if you are aware of it or not. You make me smile and I just wanted to tell you that deep down in my heart, I got some love in there for you and even though I don’t get to see you everyday, you’re always on my mind.
Did you know when you dream about a person, that person went to sleep thinking of you? Did you know when the person you like looks at you and then looks down, they’re crazy about you? Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think? Did you know when that person looks at you a lot they can’t live without you? Did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don’t want to let you go?
“Motivate, accelerate, never wait
Know your weight, throw away hate
Grow and make weight of your older dates
Elevate, concentrate, get your focus straight
And orchestrate fate
Just motivate, accelerate, never wait
Show the way, no escape
Take hold and shift shape, live a longer day”—(via hiphop-quotables) (via roneyperkins223) (via undergroundhiphop-eargasms)
Ace da Vinci - Chasing Rainbows (Nujabes - Reflection Eternal)
[Verse 1] dear you, before you read this letter keep in mind that i was always terrible with saying goodbye and this is no exception, except this time my heart hurts everytime i write another line for you and i to work, maybe theres another time only time can tell because i cant do it but i can do is reminisce the innocence and put a little bit of sentiment in my own music so i flow through it with my eyes closed fake smiles and laughs i gotta try those for the sake of bein a hypocrite a smile ? across my face when ever i remember it and i dont even know what to write maybe my pen does, jus kno i send love and i kno regret is bad for health but sometimes i ask myself was it somethin that i said? or maybe somethin that i wrote? i always ramble in my head but when i talk, i choke you kno it happen for a reason look but every reason aint a vote but whatever were still breathing this is my goodbye note before i go jus kno [Verse 2] how do i start my second paragraph? a hard dose through reality, gotta take it fast i know it leaves a bitter taste in your mouth but your so sweet you can even it out i dont remember what the hate was about what the arguments until the nights was late was about call this selective memory, but baby i doubt the way you wanna see me goes as in a negative clout cuz i kno its hard to make lemonade out of sour fruit but grief is a monster dont let it devour you or over power you not for me, i wanna see you happy even if its not with me and if not for me please smile for the sake of having your most beautiful trait on your face great, now im thinkin about your laugh i gotta remember its stuck in the past it happened so fast we kno we saw it comin it crept up on us, its not like we were runnin when everything comes to an end we pretend that will never have a chance of happiness again your somethin like a friend with a lil more importance so heres my pen to add reassurance that everything, everything is done your my rainbow relfecting off the sun and the flower on my heart that grew like a sprout your also the river that healed my drought so heres my song in your renovated minds talkin patience in the gift of time fuck i think its best if we stopped here im sorry if my hand writing is not clear but by the time you read this ill be gone a note that turned into a song and im leaving you with this a lil somethin that i wrote please dont take offense i have a tendency to choke thats why i better write so i could choose my approach close your eyes, goodnite this is my goodbye note before i go jus kno..
I don’t want to speak to you. I don’t hate you but I don’t like you either. To be honest, I can care less if you’ve always been thinking about me. I stopped thinking about you years ago. I still don’t know the reason why you wanted a divorce. But you know what? I don’t want to know anymore. When I…
I know this serious and all but does this mean like he’s the reason for all the awesomeness we call jackie?
I don’t want to speak to you. I don’t hate you but I don’t like you either. To be honest, I can care less if you’ve always been thinking about me. I stopped thinking about you years ago. I still don’t know the reason why you wanted a divorce. But you know what? I don’t want to know anymore. When I read your e-mail, I didn’t feel any emotion whatsoever. It’s like one of those things you can easily brush off. I don’t want you back in my life anymore. You’ve had your chance, you threw it away. So thanks dad, for never being there. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be the person I am today.
“Life is not about the last relationship you were in, the last heartbreak, or the last mistake you made. You have to get passed that and prepare yourself for the next one. The next love, the next goal, for the rest of your life. Just remember life lives on, there is always something else.”—(via kidlovesdoodles) (via mymydinh)
My heart and lungs have been hurting alot lately. I’ve never had this problem before. Whenever I swim, it feels like I’m always fighting for a breathe. My breathing becomes heavy and I feel like crying because it hurts. I don’t know how this came to be but I just really want this to go away. My heart is working way more than it should and my lungs can’t get enough air. I really hope I get better. :\