“I got 99 problems but my…” SHUT UP, you’re a fucking problem.
While everyone is eating an abundant feast, I’m just… here. :’(
It was 3:47AM as I woke up to a cold sweat dripping from my face. I was awakened by a horrific nightmare. All I could remember was that I was running. I wasn’t exactly sure from who or what but I was running. I shook it off and tried going back to sleep. Though my efforts rendered useless for I had woken up only an hour later. Frustrated, I just stared at the wall, the ceiling, back to...
It’s unbelievable how wrong you can be about a person.
illicitwords: We’re all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.
As I laid in darkness, I began immersing myself in the silence. Its always been like this, every single damn night. I was drowning in my own emotions with no sign of ever resurfacing. I turned to face the clock. 1:00 AM. The constant battles inside my head are what keep me up. I am tormented by the voices inside my head, always telling me that I could’ve done this and that to prevent what...
What I’ve noticed about the people I’ve come to meet is their inconsistency. I can’t have a decent conversation with any of them. Why? Because all of them choose to end our conversations abruptly with silence. I don’t get it, I see them talking to other people around the same time we’re talking and when our conversation ends, the other conversation continues. Am I...
I woke up to the gentle pitter patter of the rain falling outside. Shivers traveled down my spine while goosebumps began to form as I got up. I stared at the wall and asked myself, “Why am I awake?” The toughest part of every morning was waking up. Waking up to the same repetitive cycle I’ve grown to know inside and out. I groaned and went back to bed. As soon as I closed my eyes,...
Think positive, stay consistent, and finish strong.
I’m beginning to lose faith in everything I once believed in.
Okay, so here’s my two cents on sports. Some people put way too much concern in making a certain level in a sport. Yeah, I get that being on a Varsity team means a lot but honestly, will it matter after you’re done with high school (unless you’re getting a sports scholarship)? It’s cool to say that you’re on Varsity but it just bothers me that people tear themselves...
I don’t get why people have to unload their shit onto my shit. I’M NOT A FUCKING GARBAGE DUMP. Take your business somewhere else because it’s not needed nor wanted here.
If you don’t ask me why I do the things I do, then you have no right to criticize me and my choices. You’re not in the same position as me so before you run your mouth, I’ll let you borrow my shoes and see how I feel.
There’s countless reasons why everyone should be happy but people always focus on that one reason why they’re sad.
Passing each other in the hall without acknowledging each other’s existence. Sitting in the same classroom without saying one word to each other. Rereading conversations only to realize there’s no more “us.” We’re back at where we started. Strangers.
I get excited when I see I got a message in my inbox. Though that excitement quickly dies only to find out that its some anonymous bitch that wants to sex me up or some stupid fuckyeah site… 1) NO, I’M NOT HORNY. 2) NO, I WILL NOT SUBMIT MYSELF TO YOUR FAGGOT SITE. 3) KILL YOURSELF.
Why does it always seem like I'm the person who...
1112am: While the other person could care less? Story of my fucking life.
If you’re going to wish for something, wish for something practical. Why can’t people wish for something simple like… tacos? Tacos > boyfriend.
anthonyccq: Everyone’s lying. Believe it until you’re proven otherwise. It’s easier that way. Actions speak louder than words and shit, I can’t hear you.
No one appreciates effort anymore.
Pretty much used to being alone now.
paulngo: You can’t say I didn’t try.
The demons chase me but they’ll never change me.– Brandon Phan
I hate how my family doesn’t approve of where I want to go for college. They all want me to be near home and it’s not like I don’t want to. But if it’s for my future, why can’t you guys be more supportive? I’m tired of being restricted from what I want to do.
“I’m going to start my homework now.” “I’m going to start exercising.” “I’m going to try harder in school.” “I’m going to start thinking more positive.” You can’t better yourself as a person unless you actually mean what you say. Words are just words until you put action and meaning behind them.
I think what hurts the most is giving. Giving that person all of your time and energy only to receive nothing in return. No one wants to feel like they’re the only one that cares and the only one that’s giving an effort. So why do we still try? Why do we still try to put up with shit that we don’t deserve? I guess the answer is that we’re blinded by the way that person makes us feel. If...
I hate how you’re a lot more important to me than I am to you.
No one can even begin to comprehend what other people go through every day. Whether its little things like bad grades to big things like physical abuse, people don’t know shit about you or how you’re feeling until they step into your shoes.
What’s been hurting me the most these days is the feeling of inadequacy and feeling so utterly alone. But the thing that really sucks is that I’m practically used to feeling this way.